I honestly don’t know what to feel. There’s a numbness inside right now that cannot be described. Trying to decipher where the pain is coming from. Is it because you are not here or is it because I missed saying goodbye. I know you are a better place as many may say. I know you … Continue reading Emotions or Guilt?
All my inhibitions All my insecurities All of my wants All of my desires Lord you know all things But you want me to be honest And come to you naked and not ashamed To pour out all of the things that are not like you To release pain and heartache into your loving arms … Continue reading I empty myself out to you.
Omg! We are in the first month of 2020! It has already started with a bang. No matter what comes I am determined to reach all my goals this year. From traveling out of the country for the first time to just being a blessing to others however I can. My purpose and destiny will … Continue reading Beginning of a decade
All these words don't mean a thing if you are not in them. All the songs that i could sing would make no sense. If you are not the center of it all I'd have no existence. It is because of you that i am. You are the reason I wake up and smile. You … Continue reading The ending of me and the beginning of Him…
I wanna say it but I can't I keep everything about it closed in. Like a safe that can never be unlocked It's impenetrable like trying to find a lost Pearl in the midst of a dark sea. Do you really wanna find me? Are you willing to cross the deepest oceans for a heart … Continue reading Conversations of a broken Heart
This is a pivotal moment for me. I would always start a project, task, lesson, event this here blog and then get overwhelmed or distracted. This year I vowed to myself that I would finish what I had begun. This blog may take some twists and turns but ultimately will showcase who I am to … Continue reading Start and stop syndrome…
So I've been thinking a lot about that "one that got away". I mean I know that things won't go back to where they were but yet I still find myself wondering what if. What if I did things differently would they find interest? What if I played "hard to get" would they have pursued … Continue reading The one that got away